Trying to play catch up on my blog but they guys wont quit running crap....AAArrrrggggghhhh! I love my job! ...at least that's what I keep telling myself. However, there was a time in my life where I truly did love my job. I looked forward to going to work every day and even did so on my days off if things got busy or I was bored and my son was at his dads. You might think I'm crazy but I really did love it. I loved the people that I was working with and the responsibilities that I had made me feel important and "in charge" so to speak. People trusted me and did what I instructed them to do without question because they knew I'd keep them safe. Here is not the case...Im just another Bitch in the dungeon or a voice on the squawk box. I'm sick of being treated like crap on a daily basis.
Here is the dilema: I heard that the old job that I left this one for is hiring again. I hate this agency. I hate the way that people are treated here and I hate the hours. But the old agency is a $200 per month pay cut. That isnt much to some people I guess but it's huge to me. I want to go back so bad I can't stand it but can I really afford to take the loss? I'm not so sure.
I know the major problem is the "roomate", the one that doesn't pay the bills and takes up space and makes a mess. Since August he has officially paid $100 toward our cell phone bill and just last week, gave me $144.00 that he told me to pay the water bill and electric bill with...HA! If he only knew that it wasn't a drop in the bucket. Water bill was 72.00 and the elec bill (2 months worth, mind you...i've been in a financial crisis) was $277.00. Then had the nerve to tell me that he'd just get what was left from me on Saturday!!!! BAHAhA!!!! I paid the water bill and put gas in my car then bought some groceries. There was nothing left.